Depression

For those of you who have never suffered from depression or anxiety disorders, consider yourselves very lucky.

This is basically what it feels like. Everything is really gloomy, and everyday feels like your struggling just to do day to day tasks.
Every little bad thing feels like a monstrous problem that gets bigger and bigger until it just starts eating and tearing away at you.
Sometimes it can be hard to know exactly what's wrong in the first place - all you know that it's something bad and it scares you.
And no matter how many times people tell you "just hang in there, it will get better!", you just feel like you can't last much longer.

So yeah. I guess I'm still trying to sort some things out and come to terms with time lost while depressed, and this is my way of coping. Don't worry, I'm as chipper as ever.